Saturday, May 14, 2011

Five Days of Fabulous Food










I have decided to do a 5 day blog special.

Doing the things that I love the best...

Cooking, baking and EATING!

Five Days of Fabulous Food

I've poured over recipes, braved the grocery store, stocked up on on the necessities...

And now I'm ready!



Hope to see you back here tonight!
(where I'll post recipes and pics)

I'm making an organic roast chicken, Greek pasta salad, broccoli...

and for dessert...

 kiddos choice of root beer or orange Crush floats.
(I may have one too;))





Jessie


Monday, May 9, 2011

My First Tiered Cake





So...

This was a BUSY weekend!

I had three cake orders...

Plus 3 dozen cupcakes to make.



I am exhausted :p

But...

I have to share the pics of my first EVER tiered cake!





It was also the first time I had used  a cake stencil...

made and used royal icing (shocking...I know!)...

and made my own fondant, using this recipe.

I, being a TOTAL perfectionist, was a tad disappointed with the fondant.

I'll stick to my SATIN ICE.
(Buddy the Cake Boss knows what he's doin' there)




As you can see, the marshmallow fondant bubbles a bit.

But...

It got rave reviews...

and my client LOVED it!

Plus, it was quite tasty (just braggin').


I hope you all had fabulous weekends!!!
(and you mothers had a doubly fab-O Mother's Day)



Jessie

Monday, May 2, 2011

The Truth..At Least Today

If you read my blog, you know that my son has an Autism Spectrum Disorder.
As a general rule, I don't like feeling sorry for myself.
And I don't like people feeling sorry for me.
But lately life has been difficult.

Gabe, my son, has started to have several new "issues".
He has developed Tourette's.
On top of eveything else (Autism, ADHD...).
He clears his throat constantly, and makes horrible choking, gaging sounds.
It doesn't stop.
Unless he is sleeping.
Sometimes I can tune it out, but most of the time I can't.
I want to cry all the time when he is home.
The poor kid CAN"T stop doing this.
I feel horrible...
because I am loosing it...
I don't want to yell, or get agitated,
but I do.
Hour after hour...
gaging and choking.
I know he can't help it,
and I feel soooo bad for him.
(and, shamefully, for myself)
I give him cough drops, and water and rub his neck and shoulders.
We do "dots and squeezies" (a pressure exercise).
NOTHING works!

He talks to himself, and makes weird sounds...
Like a cognitively impaired person would.
HE IS!!!!
He is impaired!

But we have had such a great past few years.
To have seen him before, you may never have know anything was wrong.
But not anymore...

We sit in church and he gags and chokes and clears his throat.
He blurts things out.
I feel people looking at us,
not in a bad way,
but I want to scream
"HE HAS AUTISM!!!"

Sitting through the Easter Vigil, where my wonderful husband was baptised, was painful.
It was late at night, and Gabe was tired.
They turned off the lights.
Gabe screamed.
Then the worst episode of throat clearing began.
My in-laws sat with him in the pew behind me.
I held back the tears...
until my throat ached, and my eyes burned.
I did not want to ruin my husband's day.
I prayed for it to stop,
for him to be okay.
He wasn't.
He came to sit by me...
He wanted his mommy...
and I felt like such a jerk.
I wanted to be alone.
But I held him, and rubbed his back, and rocked back and forth in the pew.
I was hoping he would fall asleep.
As I write this I feel a tremendous guilt about that.

I always find myself saying (and usually genuinely feeling), that I wouldn't want him any other way than the way he was given to me.
Right now I want him to be normal.
I want to know what it is like to have a "normal" 9-year-old boy.
I want HIM to know what it's like to be a normal 9-year-old boy.
And, again, I feel horrible about it.

I hate it when people tell me that God meant for me to be his mother.
It makes me angry!
It never used to.
I used to be flattered.

My house is a disaster.
I didn't play with my daughter today.
I let her watch television instead.
All day.

I was going to cook an elaborate dinner,
but couldn't find the ambition.

I'll be better tomorrow...
or next week.
I always am.

Thank you for listening...
if you still are.

Please pray for my son.

I love him with all my heart ♥




Jessie



Sunday, April 24, 2011

He is Risen!









Last evening, my husband was BAPTISED and brought into full communion with the Holy Catholic Church.

I am so very proud of him ♥




































(I had the honor of making the cake.)




What a wonderful way to celebrate the Resurrection of our Lord!

Happy Easter

HE IS RISEN!




Jessie

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Come on!





 This is NOT what April 20th should look like.

I don't care if it is Northern Michigan.

Eight inches of wet, heavy, nasty snow is ridiculous!

I mean... 






Come on!!





This little boy was smart...




He stayed inside.

(and if anyone can tell me how to keep my pictures from going sideways, I would be forever grateful)



Have a great evening!





Jessie

P.S. Like my new past time? Playing on Picnik!



Sunday, April 17, 2011

Spring???






Hey there! I didn't drop off the face of the earth.

I have just been having the most boring, unblogworthy life.

It has been so bad in fact...






that the highlight of my day was watching the ginormous waves crash over this breakwall.








There were 45 mph winds today.





Which churn Lake Michigan up pretty awesomely.





The worst  best part was...





There were cars lined up to take pictures of this.

We had to wait in line.

AND

I stepped out of the car and was blown away!

Well...

ALMOST.

I did lose my breath though.

AND

It was 31 degrees!

All so I could show you these pretty pictures ☺



WHERE ARE YOU SPRING!?!


Hope you had a great weekend!




Jessie

Sunday, April 10, 2011

Sunday Supper...Stuffed Shells and Banana Bread Bundt Cake








I thought that I would share with you one of my family's favorite recipes.

Stuffed Shells!

I found the original recipe on allrecipes.com (big surprise there, eh?).

But...

I changed it all up.

You can find my revised ( and WAY yummier) version here.








First, I like to bring a large pot of water to a boil, toss in  a little sea salt, and carefully add the shell pasta.

Make sure that you stir it every so often so the shells don't stick to the pot.





Next, I like to squeeze all the water from my thawed spinach.

I used spinach that we froze from our garden last summer, so I took a pair of kitchen shears to chop it up a bit.

If you are using store bought, you shouldn't have to do this ☺




My super-cute assistant helping with the next step.




Mix the spinach, ricotta, eggs, half the parmesan, half the mozzarella, parsley flakes, salt and pepper in a large bowl.
(I used half grated parmesan, half shredded parm, romano, asiago blend, instead of the plain parm. I think it had better flavor as a result.)



After that is all mixed, I toss it in the fridge until I'm ready to use it.
(I am completely paranoid about leaving raw eggs out for any length of time.)


At this point, your noodles should be finished.

I like mine al dente.  They are easier to work with, and they won't get mushy during baking.

Drain them and run COLD water over top to prevent sticking!


I set my oven for 350 degrees.

Next, I clean and chop my mushrooms.  Then toss them into a pan of melted butter, and turn the heat up to med-high.

I also start cooking my sausage.



When most of the water has evaporated from the mushrooms, turn them off.

Once the sausage is no longer pink, transfer to paper towel to drain



Tonight I mixed a bechamel sauce into my pasta sauce, to make it creamier (it was way good also. Like how I am braggin' myself up;))

Here is what I did:

Melt 3 Tbsp. butter into a heavy saucepan over med-low.

Add 3 Tbsp. flour.

Whisk together until thick and bubbly.

Slowly, add 1 1/2 cups of room temperature whole milk.
(I used a combo of 2%  milk and heavy cream)

Add a little salt and pepper.

I turn the heat up at this point to medium-high, and keep whisking constantly until the sauce is thickened and almost boiling.

Turn off the heat.

Add the jar of pasta sauce...


(sorry about the crappy sideways pic)

and the mushrooms.





Now it's time to stuff the shells.

Pretty self explanatory...





I used the entire package of shells today, because a ton of them broke. 

Just fill the baking dish as full as you can.  I don't ever measure the spinach/cheese mixture. Whatever looks good ☺





I tossed the sausage onto the stuffed pasta, but you can mix it into the sauce if you prefer.




(Another awful pic. I must learn how to operate my camera software.)

Cover with sauce.








Pile on the remaining cheese.

Cover with foil.
(Make sure the foil doesn't touch the cheese.)

Bake for 45 minutes.  Uncover.  Bake for another 15 minutes.




Ta da!!!






And for dessert...







Banana-bread-turned-bundt-cake!

Recipe here.


I only have one loaf pan right now (traumatizing Pyrex incident), so I decided to try this as one big "cake-like" thing in my bundt pan.

A few changes I made to the original recipe...



Spread half of the batter into the bundt pan.

Layer cinnamon-sugar-pecan filling (I doubled the amount of brown sugar to 1/4 cup) over top.

Spread remaining batter over top.

Bake for 50 minutes (or until inserted toothpick comes out clean).

Let cool in pan for 15 minutes.

Turn out onto a rack to cool completely.


Drizzle with vanilla glaze.



1 1/2 cups powdered sugar

1 Tbsp melted butter

1 Tbsp Karo syrup

1 tsp vanilla

Milk

Stir first four ingredients together.

Add milk a little at a time, whisking until desired consistency.




Hope you had a great weekend!




Jessie






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